by Razael » Sat Dec 14, 2013 4:32 am
they sure do, I know from refusing to get injected a few times that landed me in hospital and they never acknowledged my complaints of loss of joy and love, its a real love killer...it does damage in all sorts of ways to true potentials but you are supposed to get them back when you get off them, maybe it will take time depending on who you are etc, I know it only takes me to be overdue for injection and i start feeling normal again...this time I had a celebrity crush that kept me going through hospital and they thought I was treatment resistant coz she released a song that I thought was about me, I talked about it on razaels thread, so nothing much wrong with me but when I first got their I thought I could be friends with this celbrity, I had my charms and brightness in my mind and everythi9ng really good I even have wings etc but the drugs dull all that now I don't have a chance in hell with this chick and my love destroyed even though she comes to me all the time and I know I have crush on her but can't feel anything..they say no love lost coz its not in reality, just a figment of my imagination and much healthier to love someone real not a celebrity, but it doesn't work..
hey sorry I still going on about my love life, its not happening thanks to antipsychotics, less joy although the celebrity stood by me through the treatment and I was treatment resistant, I feel more joy...try diaphram breathing to clean you system and stick with it, I should stick with it it cleans the system of impurities, takes a while before you see benefits, or try to remember who you are, although that might be depressing if you can't be who and all you are from the treatments...sorry I got no advice....I also had thing with extradimentional beings that seemed to help me continue my voyage even after antipsychotic ruined my love and joy, they helped me a bit if only I could find a way to get closer to them again to share them wiuth everyone, since they resonate with consciousness and expand the horizons enough to make antipsychotics useless...they say this is a delusion.
I think I was saying that the quacks are ignorant about the anhedonia and loss of joy and love , they make out its a symptom probably, not sure exactly what they make of it but it isn't good they ignore it, more should be done to educate them on the effects of their drugs.
-- Sat Dec 14, 2013 2:40 pm --
maybe I should keep the celbrity thing in my own thread, sorry......my thread in early days talked about coming off the antipsychotics and going against CTO in victoria then I went to hospital recently after this track came on the radio and I tried to connect with her finding her facebook, I got blocked but that is enough on that matter I shouldn't have told her which hospital i was in as she was coming to australia, just cheeky as if she could help me, but she has and still does exc ept I talk too much about it and risk ruining my visions of her.
They've no insight on iatrogenic illness & PTSD of hospitalisation torture with NDE, amnesiac to an attemted murder +covered up road accident.betrays justice,Sleep deprivation. HIgher dimensional development of perceptions of astral projection to higher lifeforms in the cosmos.Esoteric journey and become a god