UnB743 wrote:Last day/ night on a stimulant. My life has recently become a huge ball of wound up of delusions that I can put together no matter how scattered. Intend on journaling as often as needed to track any change in thought or pattern there of. Synchronicity vs schizophrenia vs. delusional disorder
I hope the best. Family threw me in the hospital when they found all my "journaling". If you think you have schizophrenic symptoms (vyvanse will do that), then you might need some anti-psychotics.
By the way, watch your alcohol intake. I had a psychotic break when I tried quitting cold turkey. It was a living NIGHTMARE. I truly think it would not have been near as bad if I hadn't drank alcohol in it's place. On vyvanse, you really can't feel alcohol . It's going to be completely different once you get the vyvanse out of your system.
If it gets bad, you should go to the ER and tell them you're detoxing...IF you're still able to. I got to the point I feared the hospital was going to kill me too. That's why I say be careful quitting those cold turkey. I hope you gradually came off them , but that didn't help me. The psychotic break can actually cause brain damage, too, I think. Just be careful and don't drink alcohol to compensate for it while you're detoxing! Alcohol causes psychosis all on its own sometimes! Be careful if you're aleady experiencing schizophrenic (psychotic) symptoms.
I hope everything works out well. You can always post here if you need to. Good luck. Remember your brain is important! Lol. Take care of it!